My Recents
Fishing Trip!
I'm sad and tired, or maybe I'm just so tired I feel sad, or my sadness shows itself with exhaustion. I don’t know. I don’t want to be depressed I just want to be happy, so how can I never have control over my mood. People me to control myself, but it's...
Grief
9/24/19 “Grief doesn’t have a plot, it isn’t smooth. There is no beginning and end.” -- Ann Hood -- I really felt this quote because it rings so true, I haven’t had to go through many losses, but this quote represents what I’ve felt with the couple of...
All is lost
Now all is lost I messed up, and you left There's no one to blame but myself So now, all is broken, all is empty, all is numb
The man and his little boy
They sat at the table next to me Our tables were on the highest floor, This floor had windows looking out onto the cold town So as they wandered to the table The one I assume they always go to The little boy was ecstatic, breathing heavy as words fell out...
Opal Waters
These waters are far from loving Waves crashing down Aggravating the ocean floor Stirring up distress From the loss of stabilization That liquid brings
Love?
Broken nails scratch, at broken skin Rough hands grip dangerously tight And her eyes They speak grief, they speak her lovely fear Selfish pleasure directs his movements His forced pleasure is far from pleasurable So she moved stiffly, steadily Unpleasant...
Well, now I’m dead
This is my suicide letter This goes out to everyone I have ever come into contact with Call it selfish, call it attention seeking But it doesn't matter anymore Call me a bitch, a cunt, a whore But I'm gone now I know this is causing you pain It caused me...
Sunrise to Sunset
The remains of the dark night drip away Golden light starts conquering the shadows Mountains stand tall, above the land midway You’ll only see this in Colorado Deep reds rise up with power and defeat Soon after, orange and yellow follow close The cold...
lamp light
late night light my imagination takes flight the golden hew is so bright the electric humming is slight my only company tonight is this late night light
Really???
Put that fucking mask on Suit up Show off Hide your true self Be the coward you are Hide and cry Things didn't go your way But everything should, right? I apologize, your highness But people don't like playing by the rules.